this is giving my dad a smile for father’s day…
Listening: Sing to the Moon. still.
Reading: nothing.
Doing: my george foreman grill has no more teflon so whenever i use it i procrastinate in cleaning it. it’s like digging and scraping and digging and picking to get to the bottom of clean. and the other 2 dishes in my sink.
Eating: caesar salad. with no meat. i have to lose 15 pounds in 7 days.
Drinking: very cold water.
Wearing: plaid trunks and a wifebeater (i stay very underdressed while blogging)
Feeling: absolutely incredible. have you ever walked, i mean slow-strolled in the rain. i just walked home from the gay pride picnic and the sky opened up 2 minutes into my walk. it felt absolutely amazing. just feeling the drops on my skin, watching the puddles form, feeling the breeze with it. it was FUCKING remarkable. i feel sooo blessed. there needs to be another word other than blessed. but man….this is just, the best feeling.
Weather: oh - it’s sunny as hell now.
Wanting: to get boogie tickets to see this rahsaan concert for his birthday tomorrow.
Needing: to experience my friends again like i did today. i got two or three hugs that had so much substance behind them. i felt loved. i felt beautiful. i felt needed. i felt acknowledged. and i want so much more of that.
Thinking: that 15 pounds actually needs to disappear in 2 weeks. not one.
Enjoying: being damp.
The Marsalis Images “Scorpio Season” campaign.
You would think I was a Scorpio or something. I actually wouldn’t consider myself to be all into the zodiac !@#$ like that, however, that doesn’t mean I can’t acknowledge this fact:
Some of the most influential people in my life or in my circle are artists who happen to be Scorpios.
© 2012 Marsalis Images Photography
:qws:
I made the mistake
of boasting about my small circle of friends
not realizing that none
of these dots
connect.
so I’m in the center
and I can’t tell where the closeness is
because even with these titled whatevers
it’s easy as shit
to still find myself
alone.
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