I need this to happen again…
it was one of those, fell down and scraped the knee - thought you were good til you saw blood - shin bumped up against the edge of a sliding board - gotchu limping off the playground - extra saliva - extra loud - screaming into a ball of fabric - shoulders jerking - breath catching - prepubescent - god i need someone to hold me - i need attention - but only from someone i’ve invested in - not just anyone - fuck the dates and the hookups and the people who loosely throw around the substitute word baby instead of my actual name - the people who can guess what the last 4 of my social might consist of - or know that i’d do general mills over kellogg’s any day - until i fall back to sleep in THIS - type of cries. It was out of control. It was rediculous. It was Wynton Marsalis Sunflowers and The Bad Plus: Silence is The Question. It was Proof by Pat Metheny. It was McCoy Tyner Flying High…..
Yes, there was a significantly more words than usual today.