Sugar Milk

vibe out to good nights :qws:

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 22:45:21 -0400

vibe out to good nights

:qws:

Laura Mvula: Jump Right OutStill on her…..get over...

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 22:08:20 -0400

Laura Mvula: Jump Right Out
Still on her…..get over it.

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fucka you ever drank a sunrise?

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 21:30:21 -0400

i woke up mighty early
dickbeat to an empty skeet
and despite previous stanzas my emotions
are collecting dust
all i know is that i sometimes leave out 3 minutes too late
so that i can know what it’s like to miss something.
fool if you think i’m referring to citywide PS BS littered transportation
honey,
i’m talking about drinking sunrises

fucka you ever drank a sunrise?
let it ride down the esophagus of your eyelids
swish it around your innards until tears seep out
drank a sunrise and spit it into the palm of your hands
tear articles of clothing [alone, all alone]
while you rub earthtones all over your skin
seeped in
past sin
until your spirit knows what it’s like to TASTE

and drink a sunrise?

Click above for more sensory lit.

see here…the day tasted like sunrises :qws:

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 20:52:53 -0400

see here…
the day tasted like sunrises

:qws:

"The beginning is the most important part of the work."

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 20:16:14 -0400

“The beginning is the most important part of the work.”

- Plato

Glorious Clothing gods

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 19:37:49 -0400

Mr. Beatty: "people who look better with clothes on" file me under that joint lol
Me: I've never seen you undressed so I wouldn't know.
Mr. Beatty: I'm telling you.
Me: I walk around the house naked like "OMG YOU'RE DISGUSTING LOOK AT YOURSELF - YOU LOOK LIKE YOU CAN'T BREATHE! LOOK AT ALL THAT FUCKING MUFFINTOP OVER YOUR FUCKING ELASTIC YOU FAT FUCK!!!!" Then I put on a wifebeater and I'm all like, "sweet lord i'd fuck me - lookout jack'd cuz here I come."

*ten minutes after this conversation*

Me: God I could go for some pizza right now.

real quick (not so quick)

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 15:00:08 -0400

it’s never too late to do it all over again, and to do things differently….

this is such a cliche’ statement and i heard it today while watching tv. and when i heard it i almost teared up. i looked outside the window and thought, if i wanted to start my life over right now i could. i thought about simply walking out of this building and getting on the bus and simply starting everything over from scratch without saying a word.

yeah that’s not how life operates and there are morals and ethics to doing outlandish behavior but - wow. it was an overwhelming feeling. kinda like when you brace yourself before jumping out of a plane or performing something very important to you, in front of millions of strangers; i imagined taking that “step of faith” and just leaving all of this behind to start over.

nothing - and i mean nothing - except thinking rationally, says that you can’t press your own reset button and live. your. fucking. life.

the possibilities are endless and my thinking rationally

stings.

here let me help you out.

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 22:08:30 -0400

here let me help you out.

ings 6/14

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 21:52:00 -0400

Listening: Pretty Polly (Teebs)

Reading: The Haunting of Hip Hop (again)

Doing: nodding off without any assistance.

Eating: smoked sausages and famine noodles. (see)

Drinking: water.

Wearing: nothing. just…disgusting.

Feeling: tired.

Weather: i smell rain. i saw the clouds. i didn’t hear or feel anything.

Wanting: my new camera.

Needing: discipline.

Thinking: should I get those things or should I make do with what I have.

Enjoying: bertice berry keeps me in.

this is cloud high (home)

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 20:47:11 -0400

this is cloud high (home)

this is reading under summer clouds.

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 20:44:51 -0400

this is reading under summer clouds.

hespokevolumes replied to your photo: real quick… i look back at old photos i’ve...

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 19:38:00 -0400

hespokevolumes replied to your photo: real quick… i look back at old photos i’ve taken…

I….fall asleep watching this on Netflix every night. You…are brilliant.

when it comes to Netflix, trying to figure out what movie i’m going to watch next gives me too much of a headache. So I stick to silly little television shows like this one. I live for Louise but Tina is my exact replica.

daaaaawwww you said I’m brilliant!

real quick… i look back at old photos i’ve taken and...

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 15:46:04 -0400

real quick…

i look back at old photos i’ve taken and old compositions i’ve written and i say, “somewhere inside of me there’s still a very possible greatness that needs to be rediscovered.”
i used to be a great writer.
i used to be a great photographer
when people (guys) tell me they’re horny, i automatically join in and get horny too.
as a result, i’m pretty absolute that tina belcher is my spirit animal. she’s obsessed with coitus, butts, and raunch.

i need a nap.

:lol:

nevver: Anywhere

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 21:30:18 -0400

nevver:

Anywhere

real quick: what my dad expected for father's day

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 20:52:51 -0400

expected to hear from only a third of his 6 children
expected to get a [physical] gift from only me
expected to see me for no more than 20 minutes to reach maximum contentment
expected to hit a blunt or do a shot with his kid(s)
expected me to rent a car to see him, not catch the light rail.

he was happy.
that’s all it ever takes.

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The Humming Chorus(Mary and Max Soundtrack)side note: Giacomo...

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 20:15:43 -0400

The Humming Chorus
(Mary and Max Soundtrack)
side note: Giacomo Puccini - Humming chorus / Madama Butterfly

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"the habit of giving only enhances the desire to give…"

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 19:37:47 -0400

“the habit of giving only enhances the desire to give…”

- Walt Whitman

I'll pick you up on my next trip home to Georgia and we'll treat you to all sorts of nice food and monopoly deal.

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 19:05:12 -0400

Good food and monopoly deal sounds like the perfect ni….wait. I’ll bring the liquor and whatever it would take to get into the dogs’ good graces.

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this is giving my dad a smile for father’s...

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 18:56:00 -0400

this is giving my dad a smile for father’s day…

Listening: Sing to the Moon. still.

Reading: nothing.

Doing: my george foreman grill has no more teflon so whenever i use it i procrastinate in cleaning it. it’s like digging and scraping and digging and picking to get to the bottom of clean. and the other 2 dishes in my sink.

Eating: caesar salad. with no meat. i have to lose 15 pounds in 7 days.

Drinking: very cold water.

Wearing: plaid trunks and a wifebeater (i stay very underdressed while blogging)

Feeling: absolutely incredible. have you ever walked, i mean slow-strolled in the rain. i just walked home from the gay pride picnic and the sky opened up 2 minutes into my walk. it felt absolutely amazing. just feeling the drops on my skin, watching the puddles form, feeling the breeze with it. it was FUCKING remarkable. i feel sooo blessed. there needs to be another word other than blessed. but man….this is just, the best feeling.

Weather: oh - it’s sunny as hell now.

Wanting: to get boogie tickets to see this rahsaan concert for his birthday tomorrow.

Needing: to experience my friends again like i did today. i got two or three hugs that had so much substance behind them. i felt loved. i felt beautiful. i felt needed. i felt acknowledged. and i want so much more of that.

Thinking: that 15 pounds actually needs to disappear in 2 weeks. not one.

Enjoying: being damp.

popesaintvictor: reminder to self.

Fri, 14 Jun 2013 19:40:33 -0400

popesaintvictor:

reminder to self.